Once again I can’t wait to see what you have in store for me. I love when you have little surprises for me, not just during Sexuary, but anytime. - 143
So if you want to know if we are really human, this night was the example of things don't always go as planned and sometimes you just have to say stop, and we'll try again another day.
Started when late in the day Jackie told me to go clean out some. Well jalapeno poppers for lunch were probably not a good idea for a day like that. That was just a start though. When Jackie started to play with my ass one of my hemorrhoids apparently decided to rear it's ugly head and bleed some.
Then some miscommunications between the 2 of us on a couple of issues and the frustrations began to rear it's ugly had. After about 30 minutes of trying disconnected things, by this time Jackie was very frustrated and not thinking clearly, I wrapped Jackie up and rolled her over and held her tight.
I wasn't going to finish tonight and I had to end the damage of tonight. We laid there, her tight in my arms for a good 30 minutes till we could breath again.
I am always excited when Jackie takes the lead. I wish she'd do it a bit more often, like every 4 - 6 weeks for a night, but it's not her nature to be the top. She's a sub and it puts her out of sorts.
Sex shouldn't be frustrating!!! Sex should be fun. Maybe exhausting. Maybe mind blowing, but never frustrating. When it becomes that way it's time to take a step back and start again another day.
To follow up on Sunday, Jackie and I spoke about the last 2 Wednesdays, and some observations I had and suggestions for her. I don't want to know what she has planned, because I enjoy the uncertainty too. So now I look forward to next week when she'll have her 3rd day on top.