This is the one attempt we'll do at fisting you. I'd like to work you up in both your pussy and your ass depending on how things go. It will be a long process, lots of rubbing, lots and lots of lube and lots of patience. You will need to let me know if not ok while doing it, and as always safewords will apply.
So this was towards the end of the month in case we ran into any problems. Now I finger Jackie all the time as a matter of foreplay. Somewhere along the way she didn't care for it as much as when we first started going out. She's been through several 'woman' issues over the 10 years we've been together and I've just assumed that those issues caused her to feel differently down there. So while I'll go 1, maybe 2 fingers that's about the limit I'll attempt. So to fist her would be a huge step up.
I know how excited both of us were when we finally got a fist in me. And I would be a first for us to get one in Jackie. Now honestly I wasn't expecting much. Maybe 4 fingers tops. She's very tight and can clamp down like a vice grip in a heart beat, expelling any and everything trying to get in there. But we wanted to try in this month of fetishes to fist her too.
She was very nervous to start. I wasn't (and still not) sure why. It's not like we haven't played around like that before and she knows she can stop at any moment. You have to have the trust that your partner will stop if you tell them too.
So we started and after a bit of caressing I started to finger her...we got all 5 fingers in but the knuckles wouldn't make it in. It was pretty hot though to see all 5 fingers in her at once. I think we used a 1/2 a bottle of lube getting there, and plenty of time, but we definitely hit our limit for the night. So I spun around and finished us both off.
Now Jackie thought she felt loose. I definitely didn't feel it that way. I felt a lot of lubricant that we don't usually use. I was definitely sliding with no problems. But she felt her normal tightness, and honestly between the excitement of the moment and the tightness I didn't last long (pretty unusual for me). I think there is a mental thing that you think you'll be loose because you stretched out, but I'm here to tell you your body will spring right back....and sometimes even tighter than before. Pretty amazing from where I was.
So we're down to 2 more days left. I can't believe Sexuary is cuming to an end so soon. I'll have to ask Christine Moers at www.welcometomybrain.net who introduced us to Sexuary if she might extend it for....oh....11 more months? Seriously ups and downs we go through every day, month and year. But this month has been amazing for Jackie and I. We've learned a lot about ourselves and each other this month, and I hate that it will end.
Dane
I once again was super nervous. I mean super nervous! I mean was he going to just try to stick his fist in? Was he going to play with me and do that at the same time? Was it going to hurt, I know its hard birthing a kid, I cant imagine what its going to feel like trying to go back in.
At first he just started with a finger or two and that just wasn't doing to for me, I asked him to get a toy to help stimulate me. That helped. I really was a distraction to what was going on down there, it helped. I couldn't decide if it was good, bad or indifferent. I did get exciting for me as I could hear him getting excited in his breathing, and signs and little groans.
I even asked him at one point to just sit still and not push. It did get a point that it burned and there was just NO way it was going in. I just couldn't handle it anymore. The burning was just too much. I am not sure if the burning is from lube, his hand or if I still have a bit of the yeast infection going on. Not sure but I just knew it was burning. So he removed his hand, and quickly moved up so we could both finish. He blew very quickly! I can't tell you the last time he blew so fast! So I guess it was super exciting for him!
We talked about what it felt like, I swear I was stretched to the max and that's why I couldn't feel him penetrate. He swore nothing had changed except for the amount of lube that was in there. We talked if it was something I wanted to try again! I told him if its anything like watching a fist go into his ass, I know it was a huge turn on. That we could continue to try. Who knows when we will have success.
Can you believe its been 26 days already! We are almost done! I think that might be my crappy attitude. I am not normally one to enjoy sex, and usually its pulling teeth on our "3 day commitment" we have already. But this month has been great. Even if my boobs are super sore! and Not to mention my pussy is too! While it was made for sex and birthing babies, its not made for the 26 day pounding it has gotten this month! Its ready for a few day break!
How is your month coming? Did you make your goals? We have had some great times and some not so great times but we are still moving along...WE are getting close to the end...But we aren't done yet...
Jackie
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