Tuesday, March 10, 2020
Sexuary 2020 - Caning
So caning definitely falls into that category. I've really wanted to try it on her but know if I told her that it would not go well. So I didn't. Before we started playing I blindfolded her. I put her up against the St Andrews Cross where she generally has a great time. I started using the wartenberg wheels on her and then I stepped back and popped her under her ass cheeks several times. I could sense the surprise in Jackie, BUT she didn't call out any safe words. After a couple more minutes with the wartenberg wheel I popped her again. After some rubbing and more wartenberg wheel I asked her what color she was at, "yellowish green". After a bit more playing and again a color check she was "green". We were good, she'd jumped over the rabbit hole and would enjoy the moment.
I found the canes here at Amazon. They are a 2 pack and are slightly different.I got to use both on Jackie before pulling her down from the cross to finish her.
So why would I try something like this? First the endorphins for pain and pleasure are the same ones, it's the headspace and situation you're in that dictates whether it's orgasmic or hurtful. The same canes could be just hurtful if misused.Second, there is something about an ass that has a bright red glow that is such a turn on for me. And last, how will Jackie ever conquer those fears and rabbit holes without her body and mind KNOWING that they are good things, not bad. So repetitive good events will hopefully over come her mental anguish of spankings and the tools that go with them.
Try it at home. Use your hand, a belt, a ping pong paddle, and just try a bit of spanking play, you might find it more adventurous that you ever though.
Caining....hmmmm who knew...So over the years Dane and I have talked and tried it. I did not have an good ending. I am not sure what has caused it but just know the times we have tried a spanking day, Dane really enjoyed it. I totally checked out and while I was there physically but not there mentally.
This year our our "real" lives we have done lots of firsts, and talked for hours upon hours about our kinks, our limits, our hard no's, our ok lets try things. That leads us up to today. Caning. I had no idea that this was planned. He is right I would have gone down a negative rabbit-hole.
He blind folded me and took me to our dungeon and placed me at the cross. He ran his hands up and down knowing it help get me into the space he needed me to be. He got out the wheels...OMG the wheels...I just love them, then right in the middle of a great movement....whap...wait..what was that...whap....oh shit what is it....whap....did he get a new single flogger....whap ...oh hell never mind....let me be in this moment. I remember him whispering asking me my color...I remember having to get my thoughts back in check to answer. I remember saying yellowish-green. I am not sure what I was thinking or not thinking but I do know I was not in a negative space at all. I do remember tearing up but not sure why but knew it was a good cry not a bad one. I told him I was good, and I really was.
So I do like the idea of 2 things going on at once. Really does my mind good, things to stay focused on, things that help me not go down the rabbit-hole.
Dane has done a great job pushing my limits, helping me figure out things...